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It's difficult to know the time period
May take 3 years or even more

Plus there are social and family issue

Plus her own individual issue; she may loose the love or consider it not worth so much trouble

But i have to be determined and be sure of myself and do everything from my side

Wonder if i will finally make it this time...

Now that i have made it to America, and slowly rising, the priority now shifts to finding my love and my soulmate.
Seems that i have found her, though i may be very wrong.
Moreover, there are nagging doubts and near-impossible and unsurmountable difficulties...

The priority is shifting to discovering my love and soulmate and having a wonderful and gratifying sexual and adventerous life with her.

Not sure if i can make it happen and even if it does happen, will take quiet a while which i am willing to wait, since both of us are right now not ready to unite.

orkut - navin's album

I came to know about orkut from somebody.
But i was not very serious.
But 2 months ago i made a very complete profile, taking great pains to let people know in detail about me and how i think and what i think.
The discovery of YouTube only boosted my profile since for the first time i realized that i can even post my videos for the world to see. Its amazing. Imagine! Anyone, anywhere in the world with internet can get to know me, watch my photos and videos.
I think that Orkut and YouTube are one of the gretaes things that i have discovered in my life.
My YouTube URL is
http://youtube.com/navinovich2000
please watch me if you get a chance.
Also read my profile in the Orkut.
You can get to know me very well.

Labels: Orkut, YouTube

today 13th Jan, 2007
i injested myself with 250 mg of Deca Durabolin (Nandrolone decanoate).
50 mg cost 140 rupees
100 mg cost 226 rupees

Testosterone 250 mg (Sustanon) costs 128 rupees

9th September, 2006 SaturdaySingapore Last day
I spent the whole of Friday travelling by train from KL to Singapore. The train was very slow taking many halts. The train started from KL at 8.30 am and reached singapore evening 6.00 pm. But the train was clean by indian standardsBeside me sat a 70 year old Malay Chinese lady who had at first emigrated to Singapore and later at the age of 25 emigrated to Australia. Now at the age of 70, she is travelling all over the developed world, from Shanghai, to Tokyo, to London to singapore.The hotel at Singapore is good.Today, saturday morning after the free breakfast, i went to the Singapore National Eye Hospital. It is located in a general hospital complex with all the centres situated close to each other. They werr kind of 90% close and only 10% open today. I told them that i am a doctor from aravind so they caught hold of the public relations guy and took me around. I found them much more helpful and polite than the Malaysian sye hospital. The public relations guys in both the hospitals were chaps of indian origin. He gave me a brief tour of the hopsitala and gave me a few brochures regarding fellowships for foreign graduates. I also met a guy there who was working in the eye bank of aravind eye hospital madurai till the august of 2004 and now is taking care of the eye bank here. He considers himself very luvky to have made it to singapore. Then after the hospital i went to the "California Firness" which is not far from my hotel. If the KL was grand, then this was titanic. It had 3 floors, more machines and best of all amazing bodies, both male and female. In one huge hall, large group of people, mostly females were doing the cardio which you love so much. I think that the more advanced and more affluent the country, the better the bodies you get to see in the gyms. Below were available all sorts of protein supplements from bars to boxes of whey proteins to fat burners. There were lots of chinese and few europeans. As usual, the missing group were the south asians.

Respected Sir and Madam, today i went to the singapore national eye institute. Unfortunately i could not go yesterday, i.e., Friday as i spend the whole friday on the train travelling from KL to Singapore. Luckily for me, Saturday is a kind of partial working day where they see only the necessary post ops or other important follow up cases. The OPD was closed today. So was their research wing. May be they had few OT cases posted. Miss Wein is in Shanghai today so i could not meet her. But they were helpful to me and got me their public relations offcier Mr Ravi, a singaporian of indian origin. It was very helpful when i used Aravind's name as they instantly recognized me as someone to be taken care of. Mr Ravi gave me a brief tour of the the hospital and gave me few brochures regarding fellowships for foreign graduates. Incidentally i also met one guy who was working at the cornea eye bank under DR MS Sir at Aravind, Madurai. He left AEH, Madurai in the August of 2004 few months after i joined. I did not remember seeing him at Aravind. He is currently working for the eye bank here. I am leaving singapore tomorrow. Sincerely, Navin

Today was again a great day. Evening after the guided tour, i went to our spa girls and asked for skin scrub. It would cost me 96 in local curency 1 US$ equals 3.7 local money. But i had to do it cause i consider health and fitness of human body through a combination of weight training, cardio, stretching and proper and complete diet along with sex and "right" amount of work very crucial and important .
So i took the program and the girl who took care of me was different from the last one though the previous one was both present and free. They gave me a front open gown and a thin paper undy. It could barely hold the weight of my cock even when it was flacid.
First the lady gave me foot wash for which i sat on a chair. I let me gown open since now i was under the cover of the paper panty. As we washed my feet. i felt my cock getting slightly intumescent.
then she did the scrub as usual starting from the back, going to the legs, than the hands and last the chest. But in addition she also scrubbed my abdomen in the end. Now as she did that, her hand came several times in contact with the tip of my exposed glans as i had retracted my foreskin and ler the cock lie straight back so that the tip of my cock was pointing to my head and the underside of the cock facing up. As she scrubbed my abdomen, i retracted my abdomen and tried to pull up my cock as high as possible to get the maximum contact as possible. So in the end, i was left with a hard on.
She then asked me to get up and take shower. I got up, removed my gown. My cock was virtually hanging out. To the lady's credit, she never ran out or act as if its something disgusting like the indian cunts would behave. As i was going to the shower, i stopped and asked if she could come to my room. I asked politely and she refused politely. Still she did not run away and stayed in the room to clean up by exfoliated mess. I went to shower and got rid of the useless undy. Then i remembered my glasses and went out to fetch it, totally naked with a semi erection. She was still there. I picked up my glasses and sent back and then again i stopped. I was totally naked, hairless with a semi hard on. i asked her to please come to my room. I repeated the word please several times. Then i asked her to go out after the work. Again she refused. Then i asked her to give me hand job right now pointing to my erection and giving a pitiful face, sking her to understand my plight of an unfulfilled lust. She was very polite and never refused to talk to me or tur away her face, though she avoided looking down. Maybe she was enjoying the sight, though i cannot say for sure what her feelings were. But she was definitely not repulsed by my behaviour, i think that she some way understood my desires. Then i shagged in the jaccuzi. It was a good evening. i enjoyed it!

Sex in Pattaya/Massage in KL

The sex I had with the thai girl on Monday on 4th September, 2006 was amazing. I had never even imagined that sex could be give so much happiness. She was a complete professional.
She made me lie down on the air filled mattress and gave me a complete and thorough wash. First the warm water and then the soap. She used her own body to clean mine. First as always, she made me lie prone and soaped my back. Then it was the turn of legs. She spread out my legs and soaped them so well. Of course, I was already hardening up. She opened up my legs and then inserted her own opened up legs between mine and moved up and down to and fro so that her pussy rubbed against my private organs. Then she made me turn around and made me lie on the back. Then she started cleaning my balls and then the cock and twice I came in this process.
It was my first perfect blow job. Moreover, she did it twice to me first licking me perineum, then licking and sucking my balls, then the base of me hard cock and then the full on rocking blow job. The best part was the way she put the condom on over my erection without my knowing it.
Then the body massage I had on 6th September, 2006 Wednesday from the Indonesian girl was simply superb. She did it so well. I invited her to come to my room after working hours but she politely refused saying that they are not allowed to visit the customers in their rooms. Somehow, I never achieved the full hard on at any time of the massage though there was a time when she was doing the upper and inner part of the thigh.

7th September, 2006 Thursday
Kuala Lumpur
Local time 11.00 am
Day 3-4

Yesterday the flight to KL was delayed by more than an hour. Nothing surprising for an Indian traveling on Indian airlines.
When we deplaned and entered the airport, it was a sight to behold.
They claim that KLIA is the world’s best airport. I did not doubt it. The arrival terminal is posh and futuristic, with every thing from books, to all sorts of American food and coffee outlets available. The airport is so huge that a train takes you from the arrival section to the luggage and immigration section. The new airport was ready five years ago and is 60 kms from the city. The drive to the city is fabulous, just like you would fine in a developed world. Fantastic roads with a small section of the roads devoted exclusively for the 2 wheelers.

The guy who received me at the airport was Mr Lingam, a Malaysian of Indian origin. He was very very nice and polite. I asked him that I would like to dive at Sabah. He was very helpful and took me to the Malaysian airlines counter and enquired about the price and timings. The return ticket would cost US $ 300. And the tickets were not available for today. I did not try the other airlines and gave up the idea. He also gave me my ticket for the Singapore train journey.

Then he drove me in his big air conditioned vehicle (like in Bangkok I was alone with all the space, but I preferred sitting in the front seat so that I get a good front view and could talk to him). I asked him wether he has ever been to India to which his reply was negative. I asked him about his job and his boss. He gave me an impression that he is very content with his life here. He said that next year he might be going to India but he had serious doubts regarding it. I told him that except for India being very cheap, there’s nothing to it. He would be badly disappointed with any of our big cities because none of them stand come even close to KL or even Bangkok. Of course, Bombay would stand out for the metro city in the world with the most horrendous roads. In fact, people all over the world would not even consider them as roads.

He dropped me into the hotel which is located at the heart of the city, very close to the China town. IN KL, I saw 3 races: the most modern were Chinese, then came the South Asians and the most conservative Muslim Malaysians, the women still wearing head scarves and covering their whole body in loose clothes.
The hotel is good but does not have a swimming pool or a gym. Overall, Malaysia is much expensive compared to Thailand. Now I understand why you keep running back to Thailand. It’s the ultimate paradise, where you get everything available in the modern western world for a very nominal price.

After shower, I went to the spa and they were offering body massage with 20% discount. So I took that and then took some rest.

Well rested, in the evening I asked them for a gym. There was one at a plaza called the Megamall at a place called Midvalley. I went there by metro just 2 stations away. The Megamall was mind blowing. Huge! Gigantic! Enormous. 4 floors up and 2 floors in the basement. In fact, I actually got lost! It has just everything, not one but 3 Mc Donalds and perhaps even more, multiplex, all sorts of items except for cars and bikes maybe. On the 3 rd floor was Jackie Chan’s “ California Fitness”. Boy o boy, “Crunch” is a joke in comparison to this behemoth! Enormous bi floored, the top floor has rows and rows of cardio lean machines and thai kick boxing ring. Down are sorts of machines for sissy body builders and then there’s a section for the hard core one’s with tons of weights available. Guess what! I did squats and leg presses! Outside was a huge swimming pool!

Then the locker room and shower! Rows and rows of lockers at the end were mirrors with hair driers, oils. Again rows and rows of showers with body soap, shampoo and conditioner fitted in each cubicle. Of course, there was the dry and the steam sauna. And like everywhere in the world, I found in the sauna one guy giving another heaps of unsolicited but good will advice on how to pack up muscle mass!

After the work out, I went to the food court. Again the size and the variety! You don’t know what to eat! All sorts of meat, fruits, juices but I think no beer. This I think is a problem with Malaysia. It is very modern, advanced but much conservative compared to Thailand. Also its more espensive, especially for us Indians. Of course, much open compared to India thanks to the Chinese population here! The Malayan muslims and south Asians are same everywhere! They are what they are and simply can not change!

I had a good night sleep.
Today morning I had a breakfast from the buffet. I didn’t like it that much as there wasn’t much of meat. In fact, except for eggs there was nothing else that was beefy.

Then I went to the National Eye Hospital. It is a charitable hospital like our lotus and I saw a lot of consultants with Indian names on the board. It was a pity that the medical director was on leave because the guys I met from the administration were not doctors. It was very clean and decent looking, like our Breach Candy or Jaslok. But I don’t think they are doing anything very impressive like research or clinical trials. I asked them for more information about the hospital, but I think they were not very knowledgable about it. I wanted to know about the salaries and working hours, but everyone was very busy as it was the peak working hour.


Now I am hungry. I will go to the china town and look for something to eat.