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My second year of the fellowship in Madurai is proving to be a disaster health wise. I am getting sick very often, with cold, fever and respiratory tract infections. I have even suspected HIV infection and got myself tested. It came out to be negative. I wonder what is the cause of this sudden low immunity. I am generally a person of weak constitution but it was never this frequent. But even the last years of Davangere were pretty bad. In fact, twice i had underwent antral sinus drainage (for tnothing). Both the times the tap was dry.

Because of this, my greatestlove, weightlifting is suffering. I am simply not able to go to the gyms. I have been trying very hard to improve my quadriceps and my lats, and i think that my thighs are at their best. they naver had this defintion and mass, though even now its pretty mediocre. But what depressees me most is he fact thati am not ablt to visit the gym. That is another reason why i wish to leave india so badly. I keep falling sick in India. Hopefully i'll do better in the west, ifi make it there. Though even that is looking gloomy, though i think that nothing is impossible. i will make it if i try hard and serioudsly.